A friend of mine told me," how can he let go of someone or something he never had in the first place ev?
...i shared to her all my experiences with all the boys i'd loved before( song 'to di ba?)...and then there's one who sent me a message about the hard thing in letting go...i was wondering what it means to him who sent it...was i already a part of him?
...sometimes guys can be very mysterious..because they seldom show their emotion...they seldom cry....they seldom talk about feelings when compared to women...but when its time for them to really show it..you know by then that sometimes ....its too late...i guess its really true that you will only realize a person's worth when you feel like you're already losing him/her...and it seems to me that some things now are in right perspective..i just felt i'm important now that i'm already slowly back on my feet again without him...might be too hard to imagine that it's over for both of us but i've made up my mind...my trust was once wasted ...i can't afford to completely let it be wasted again..
....i've made up my mind...i'm letting go the love i thought i already know...maybe by now it's hard for me to trust a man again...but it's not fair that i would be closing door only because someone hurt me in my past...
...maybe in time...when i'm ready to trust again..we can't tell when it's destiny that will lead us there...but for now..i say, "i am free!"....after all...happiness is just a state of mind....they say you cannot find it outside but real joy is just within...there in your heart and mind.