Sober

It's been months..soon it'll be a year..or years.
And I pray, that whatever there is that holds within this silence,
I will have the answer to all of this...in some time and space.
You've had a change of heart and that I must respect,
Things are not beyond my control..that I've to accept.
I dreaded the times, when I have to weep,
Over the realization that ours is not for keep.
But for sure, I won't ever ever regret,
That in my life, you came though you left.
You never said a word..or even a hint that you'd leave.
And it breaks my heart so, though i have to be brave.
And so when this is over, I say,"thanks for the happy times.."
You will be remembered not only for this moment...but in a lifetime.
Holding close to my heart, like no one else can.
I will tell the whole world that once in my past,
"I was so blessed to have you my man."